Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Every night I watch as your Dad searches online to see what's new with you. The once loving and nurturing Father is now a concerned, confused and defeated Dad. You're absence from his life has left him sick in despair, and wondering if you will ever come around and discover truth.
But you don't remember his love, do you Athena? You've been programmed to believe he didn't care...
You don't remember the sacrifices he made for you? The trips back and forth from Indiana to see you? The packages that he sent with all of your favorite things?
Do you remember telling him with tears falling from your face, "Dad, I just want to live with you,"?
"But Athena, I don't have the money your mother has. I couldn't give you what she gives you," he said.
"It's ok Dad, I don't care about all that stuff... I want to live with you." You answered.
Do you remember any of that?
Now you not only CARE ABOUT THAT STUFF.... but you care about it enough to falsely accuse your Dad of abuse.
Was it the hypnosis? The Bribery? The medications? Or are you just trying to survive being in a POW camp until you are freed?
Monday, March 29, 2010
I was just wondering. When you look back on the pictures of you and your dad together... don't you remember any of the truth at all? Do you remember how excited you used to be when you would come for your 'visitations' and how sad you were when it was time for you to go home? Can you remember how happy Gracie always was when you'd bounce into the house with backpack in hand, stooping down to greet her? Do you remember your dad, and his 'clipboard of fun things to do'? Bike rides along the canal. Taco's for dinner. Cici's your fave place to eat. Parasailing. Kite flying. Cool movie theatres on hot summer days along with popcorn, candy and coke. The fun at the 'Castle'. Dan's Rock. ???? Do you remember any of that? And then there is my fondest memory. It was bedtime... and I'd hear your dad praying with you. Praying for you.
What do you remember Athena? So much has happened since your mind seemed to be kidnapped and you took on the appearance of being a POW in your own home, brainwashed and without regard to truth. By the way. You're dad continues in prayer for you... even though he has not been allowed contact with you for years. You must remember his love???? The truth???? Pictures and video's do not lie, Athena. One day hopefully you can become 'unprogrammed' and know truth. Until then you are in everybody's prayers.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
It will be four years this June since you have been out of our life. I remember your last time with us and the video you made of 'your life so far'. That interview was great and I still have a copy of that dvd.
You may not remember, since you're mind and thoughts seem to have been kidnapped shortly after that visit... but you pleaded with your dad that you wanted to live with us at that time. You cried because you didn't want to go back home to your mother. You're dad told you there was nothing that he could do. He feels that was the day you gave up, and allowed them to do with you whatever they wanted.
I've wrote a book Athena, and it is not meant to do any harm... but to make an awareness to people as to what can be done to a childs mind when one parent decides that the other parent should not be in their childs life.
I had a dream about you again last night. I dream a lot about you. Last night you were with me and I was going to read you a story. You were five years old. A man in a uniform came and tried to take you away. But I wouldn't let him. Then when we walked upstairs to go into the house and there was another man in a different uniform sitting in the corner with his arms crossed. He was waiting for us. He came over and took you, and was taking you away when your dad came in and tried to stop him. You looked so sad. You're dad was fighting as hard as he could, but.... I'm not sure what happened in the end cause I woke up.
Hmmm wonder what meaning was behind that dream? Crazy, huh?